February 2009
Her: I'm scared you know
Me: Apsal
Her: i scared im too dependent on u nanti very difficult for me. Does tt make sense?
Me: Diff untuk?
Her: Difficult to be independent. Difficult to make new friends?
Me: You know..Org tak pernah attached myself to anyone like im attached to u. It's scary in a vulnerable kindar way. Bt, i feel secure. Cause this?with you-- it feels right.
This is nt goodbye:’)
And thn i forgot my glasses woohoo
where’s my crocs
I am a bastard-coated bastard w bastard fillings. And nw we’re perfect for each other!chyea
“Does it feel good tonight
Hurt me with nothing
Some sort of sick satisfaction...”
– Apocalyptica S.O.S (Anything But Love)
d last 0.28 uni-ball Signo DX pen, &IT’S MINEEEE, MIIIIIIIINEEEE
“One shot to your heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt...”
– India Arie Get it Together
if ur happy &u know it, drop ur pants
“If somebody says, ‘I love you,’ to me, I feel as though I had a...”
– Kurt Vonnegut, Jr
Ok!dah start dah aku punye malas! (Expletives)
There’s nth wrong w ur excited curiosity. Bt i? Im in it for d long haul.
Sabrina
What I’d give for it to be real
“Love me for my mind because I’m a dangerous heart.”
– Silverchair
Score now: Harith 2, Lela STILL 1.
Ive bn offered sex. For srs.
It’s a tie. Fuck it!
Boots
Nabila: should i get those boots? its fucking nice irl babe
Lela: ew wht occassion wud u wear those to
Nabila: tu ah
Lela: hahahaha
Nabila: but dont care ah
Lela: display pat rumah
Nabila: i fucking fell in love with it. and jocelyn is bugging me to buy it. its fucking 5 inch. confirm kena ketawe with my mom
Lela: fucking hell
Nabila: but im gonna get it
Lela: HAHAHA
Nabila: HAHAHA
I can't speak.
I am physically unable. I can’t fight. I can’t defend or explain myself. I thought these were my friends. I thought I didn’t have to work at keeping these people as friends. I thought they’d always be my friends. But nothing is ever straightforward. And there’s no such thing as forever. No matter how well you kid yourself. The truth is, you don’t know anyone.
ppl bail, i suppose. ive bailed a lot of times myself. i nvr stick arnd. so ive learnt nt to expect other ppl to do smth i nvr done. so wht ur doin to me?is what i’ve done to many ppl. no its nt karma, it’s life. in d end, we’r all in this shit alone right? so whatever, u knw? At some point, d hoping, d loving, even d hating..stops. &uve reached the limit wher enough is...
I’m livin’ ina sort of terrible half world, wher everythin appears fine but just below the surface all the horrors of hell are bursting at the seams of reality
January 2009
Here's to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can’t do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see...
